&♥Baby .You and I are meant to be together

&♥ baby suprise post

2009-09-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

Baby u pig .

Haha .

Okay suprise post .

Accompanied you to work today .

Love today to the most .

Got a toy for u ,

You said i tyco ..

But we all know is because i pro .

Haha .

Love you la .

&♥ baby

2009-09-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

Okay short post .

Simple short and sweet .

I love you baby .

&♥ Baby i cannot afford $_$

2009-09-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

(OMG .look at those two glasses .if i am not wrong ,mine sunglasses are FENDI inspired (haha ain't i a rich one) and my baby one i think is just fashion .sssh .)

Okay .My day went this way the few days .firstly OH MY FUCK i am having pimples back .

Fuck them .

Secondly ,i went for a no pay job .

BUT no regrets because it was spent with dearest .

Thirdly ,today totally rule .

You know why darling .

I love you .

&♥ problems

2009-09-07T05:01:00.000+08:00

Why must all good things come to an end ?

I found out something i totally regretted finding out .

Wishsed at that moment i could have closed my eyes and not see anything written in that letter

Oh god

May this end fast

2009-08-26T22:06:00.002+08:00

Fine .bibi just scold me again because i didnt say love her just because i was chewing on ice .WHAT IS THIS ~~ .

Okay .today i bought baby a diamond necklace for the coming 4th month monthsary .i went to yishun in the morning to go to SK jewellery to buy her a hearted shaped diamond necklace .haha .costed me 99 dollars .not that very ex la for a diamond necklace .haha .

Baby .thx for the 4 months for memories .i really love u .

I wont't change anything in the world even if i am offered a million dollars to take this memories away .

&♥ baby u are the best !

2009-08-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

blogging time !haha .baby and i had test the last few days .feel so rubbish abt those test la .total waste of time though .haha .but good for both of us we had a lot of time to spend with each other !since our paper ended early ard only like 12 plus ?i get to spend time with my dearest .haha

Okay !all those pictures uploaded was yesterday (except for the first one which was i think wednesday ?) haha .baby's phone spoilt ,so need to send it for repair ,so we have to make a trip down to vivo to get her phone repaired .

However ,my baby's sister (debbie ) wanted to tag along so we went back home to fetch her before moving along to vivo .

Hilarious hilarious hilarious .Because baby's phone have to be taken in for repair ,she had no choice but to use back her spare phone (white samsung slide phone) which she previously used .it contained all the previous sms we sent to each other when i was woo-ing her .

Baby .i realised how i have changed in my attitude towards u . i am sorry .I missed those times .i am starting to be the old sky u knew back then .i found back myself .i know who i am now .

baby .sometimes i think back what if i never found you ,would my life be the same ?

Or would it be different ?

would i go back to the bad side of me ,or would i still be good ?

either way baby ,sometimes i really thank god and my luck to have found you because u simply is really the best .

&♥Baby forgive me ?

2009-08-17T20:44:00.002+08:00

Okay lets start from yesterday !baby had dinner with my family at Princess terrace .haha .not a bad place to eat but all spicy so a total thumbs up for those for LOVE spicy food and i mean SPICY food.

Then today i went over to baby's hse to pick her up for sch .totally miss her lots .kinda feel weird without her by my side even for a second though .weird .haha .but i think u all know wht i mean la .haha .Anyways. Baby was the sweetest thing ever .treated me to tea break lunch ?lol .Is it spelled that way ?i dunno either .haha .Anways we eaten ban mian as shown in the above picture .haha .

Baby .i am sorry for making u cry again .Forgive me ?Sincerely for the bottom of my heart .

Loves

&♥ baby i miss u

2009-08-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

Blogging time !haha .baby is thinking i am doing RJ .haha .i long done alr .haha .baby this few days i suddenly miss u a lot a lot a lot a lot .i dunno why .I know i usually do miss u but this few days i miss u more and more .baby wht is it that u have such a big control over me ?

Been thinking abt it for days .And i really finally got the answer .

The answer is my heart has alr belonged to u before i even knew when .When we first started off together i nvr thought we will come this far .baby .now that we have come this far ,i just really want us to last .

Baby ,i know we are both still young .i know i am still finanicallly unstable. Baby i really wanna ask u that question .

I may not be able to give u much now ,but the only thing i can give u now is really my love and my care and my everything .

Will you marry me ?go through everything with me regardless of thick and thin?

&♥everything .

2009-08-11T20:48:00.007+08:00

okay now then started to bloggy .haha .Guess my dearest must be waiting super longy for my blog post .haha .Monday is spent with my dearest .Who says everyone will have the monday blues? Guess wht ?I didnt have it .ahah .My day was better than all of the other days in my life(if the other days in my life is considered happy?) .haha .

Darling and i went to watch GI joe .i find the movie certainly too action-packed ,sorry not really the genre of movie i would prefer .haha .but still giving a 4.5/5 because it has a really good story line and leaves u anticipating for the next part .

Then after the lunched at yoshinoya. haha .Bibi ate this super big plate of chicken + beef which i dunno wth is it called .haha .But she ate till she burped so i guess she must be freaking full .haha .

After that went to take bibi's dad lottery item ,a camera. haha .We choked laughed and smiled our ass off .Chou bye bye .

Then lastly dinner at pastamania .haha .Best day ever .

I love you my cupcake .

&♥ baby i love u more each day

2009-08-02T00:11:00.003+08:00

Baby darling .this is meant to be a suprise post ,but fuck it ,i cant help it so nvr mind .js tell u here then .

okok .the first 2 pictures are the most ugliest picture i think we have up to date .haha .so i am posting it up .haha .bibi sorry but i really cnnt help it but js wanna show the world hw silly the both of us are .haha

very glad that we didnt quarrel over another possible tiff topic .we managed to resolved it peacefully and i really love it .haha .

sweet love darling .this is one love which i would really wanna hold on to for e rest of my life .

PS : Really in love with you

&♥the worst nightmare has happened again .

2009-07-28T21:57:00.001+08:00

yup here to blog .loss for words to say anw .i dunno what to say .something is really wrong within me and i dunno whats it .definitely its not because i don't love her anymore because i do still love her .is it me ?or is it you ?or is it the both of us that is changing to the situation that is changing .i kinda missed the 3rd mnth monthsary .because it was the part where i feel like no problem can ever pop up again .i feel like we are closer then ever before .but came today .something is wrong in me .i dunno what the fuck is it .its my worst nightmare ever .i woke up at the sight of it .guess i could nvr explain it in words how the dream is abt .surreal .

&♥sweet monthsary

2009-07-27T21:26:00.005+08:00

(baby's bear bear !)
(act cute picture. pffts .)

(trying to keep baby awake therefore making a stupid face -.-)

(after dinner !)

(cool right. i know ~)

(sweet sweet couple :D)

(baby shopping )

(i am optimus prime !haha .)

(completed bear bear !)

(wearing clothes for our beloved bears!)

(darling and i combing our darling )

(nicey pic!)

(my bear bear : name is sky )

(sweet sweet love )

Okay !my day started off like this .Picked up darling from home and sent her to sch. as per usual .haha .Then we went to sch with laughs that were unerasable from our faces. Then once baby was outside her class ,she passed me a love note.Had some minor errors but still melted me just as much! thanks darling !
Then came after school .we went to vivo city .To do build a bear !woohoo !costed uo 116 dollars .i treated baby darling because i told her it would be her 3rd monthsary present .then she was so happy then she keep flooding me with kisses .haha .woops .kinda liked being flooded with kisses .haha .

Baby .3 months passed. and i have never thought of stopping to love you .Thanks for this unforgettable love .

&♥finally things are gg smoothly

2009-07-24T22:21:00.003+08:00

(baby wore formal clothing today !!!haha .thought that she look exceptionally pretty completely mesmerized by her today! haha .but another reason is because she looked like my wife :D)

okay okay .baby bugged me to bloggy again. haha .so here i am blogging ..haha .ups and downs in my life ,but totally glad that we came out alright !woohoo .haha .today have dinner with baby's parents at sakura ,baby's parents kinda treated me to the dinner even though i was the on who invited them out ,kinda feel real bad abt it .haha .

darling .this feeling shared between us aint js love .Its stronger than love .Its something that cnnt be explained in words .But all i can tell u is this feeling is something i would never ever want to let it slip out of my fingers. because my heart and my soul tells me that u are that one i am always been looking for .

PS :Still in love with u after everything we been thru

&♥baby lets nt think about things that are negligible

2009-07-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

(picture taken on the day me and baby went to seoul garden)

Okay okay .got bugged by darling to blog .Okay blogging now .Nothing much really happened .Okay la have is have la .But i dn really want to think abt it because i feel like its useless thinking abt it .What for harp on a topic that no body wants to hear or get hurt hearing it right ?Haha .

Anw .I love u darling .

&♥remembering of the past

2009-07-21T10:49:00.002+08:00

A sudden silence came to my mind .My mind isn't working anymore like it used to .Remembering of the times where i laughed my ass off with my parents ,with my loved one ,called my family

Suddenly things changed ,U went out an found another girl .U went out and said u were working but in the end wht happened ?U had sex with a girl ,oh no no no ,Not behind ur wife's back ,But also in front of ur wife .What the hell are u ?Sex maniac ?

She forgave u ,u didnt change ,u nvr wanted to change .What wrong with u again ?Is there something wrong with ur brain ?A lady ,A nearly perfect lady in my eyes ,Is waiting for u to come home one day and tell him that u love her .But where were u ?nooo .U went out ,U left us there ,alone in the dark.

Then finally u decided to change ,But did u realise its too late ?Because by the time u decided to change ,all of us nvr needed u anymore .I found my loved one ,my soul mate ,my future ,sister found her soul mate ,She ,who once loved u so deeply ,decided to give up hope one u .Don;t tell us u want to rewind time .Beacuse everybody knows that time cant be rewinded .

Get this point right dad .I nvr needed u in my life .I am stronger than u tink i am .I can take care of myself better than u think i can .Sorry .But i don't need u as a dad .All i need would be she ,her and only her .

&♥baby ,from this moment on ,i am sorry .

2009-07-19T23:48:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the recent not blogging .A lot of things happened .I made baby cry again .Sighs .I dunno whats gg on within the emotions within me .I cant seem to control them anymore .But now i know why .Its the anticipation of me meeting you everyday ,the anticipation of me hearing ur voice every morning ,the anticipation of having u in my arms ,is making me feel uneasy .One day not having all that makes my mood swing like crap .Baby i am sorry ,because for letting u tear again ,Letting a tear drop down ur beautiful little cheeks again .

The list of 20 sorries to darling

1) sorry for nt perking up ur day

2) sorry for once chaning

3)Sorry for changing

4)sorry for making u stress up over me

5)sorry for not telling u everything

6)sorry for hurting your feelings

7)sorry for doing things that u dislike

8)sorry for not getting u things that u love

9)sorry for making u tear once again

10)sorry for not holding up to my promises once again

11)sorry for not showering u with hugs when u need them

12)sorry for not showering u with kisses when u need them

13)sorry for not giving u the best of everything

14)sorry for not being able to be there for u when u need me

15)sorry for treating u like sean aaron

16) sorry for giving u the cold shoulder this afternoon

17)sorry for not giving in to you

18)sorry for not spending enough time with you

19)sorry for making u hear break once again

20)lastly ,sorry for making u feel that i'll leave u

But darling ,thanks for giving in to me ,thanks for giving me your everything ,thanks for letting me feel this love that i never felt before so deeply ,Thanks for everything u have given me ,from a simple kiss and a holding of hands from the first day we stead till now .Thanks for giving me 2 shirts and a jacket ,thanks for treating me lunch when i am broke ,thanks for giving me ur love.

lastly ,Baby thanks for being so perfect .

&♥it was your love i have always dreamed of

2009-07-17T22:24:00.003+08:00

okay okay !Been real long since i ever updated my blog .Hmm .up to date still doing well .a lot of ups and downs in my love life ,tears shed ,anger vent ,but still i can stil proudly hold my baby's hand and tell everyone she is still mine.

I know the past few weeks, we argued ,quarrelled, but this week ,is up to date the best one of my life. Why ?Countless of hugs given from baby ,Countless of kisses given by baby too ,and of course ,Baby showered tons of love on me .Make me feel damn appreciated .haha .

Baby .no more inferiority to other people .Because to me ,u are just simply ,PERFECT .

♥Baby its only 18 more days .

2009-07-09T21:27:00.003+08:00

(2nd month )
(2nd date)

(1st month)

Sunshine .Looking at all those photos sometimes can tick tears to roll down my cheeks .I remember everything that we been through ,I don't forget .Why ?Because those moment was the moments that i really smile my best ,Cry my hardest ,have fun the most. All thanks you to .Because of you who entered my life ,it made my life a whole lot better .I know recently there is a lot of ups and downs ,but i always knew that we would come out fine .Why ?Because i know out hears are interwined and we will nvr let one another go because u mean simply too much to me and life just isn't going to be the same without you by my side ,And i know it goes to u too .Looking back at the photos again ,I know u miss those times ,so do i.But it will be just another 18 more days before we celebrate out 3rd month together .baby ,I promise to be there forever for u whenever u need me .Just like how u promised to be there for me whenever i need you .Thats is a promise of a lifetime .Baby be my now till forever will u ?I love you .

PS I LOVE YOU

♥One step forward ,Two steps back .

2009-07-06T21:26:00.003+08:00

Listening to the song Not meant to be by theory of a deadman .First time the song finally got to me .A lot of thoughts are gushing through my brain at this very instance .Don't know what to say .Don't know what to do .I maybe a happy go lucky son of a bitch .I maybe a person who can smile his ass off regardless of how many problems are laid ahead of me .Maybe i am a person who can just joke around with anyone, at anytime ,at anywhere, regardless of how my mood is for that day .Confide ?Yes one person and only one .Thats all .Who else can i turn to ?What else can i do ?Hate this feeling within me now .Feeling that no one actually know what i am deep within. I am just a happy person with a hollow within .

♥Baby ,Our children are forever missed .

2009-07-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

Today begin with a smile on my face .Spent the day in school again .With baby dearest .Eaten mos burger for lunch .Baby treated me .Thanks beloved .Then after school came .We received a call from out rabbit giver ,Christiana ,Saying that we have to return the rabbits .Me and baby cried out hearts out .But thn i gave a call to christiana after that ,Talking to the AVA personnal .I realised that our rabbits have skin cancer .I quickly brought me and beloved babies to see christiana .Vet performed a check-up on them .Realised that Aj (which was mine )had third stage skin cancer .Bj (Beloved one )also contact skin cancer but was second stage .Had to put them to sleep instead of letting them suffer .AJ died beside his loved one .Bj died in my arms .Cried my heart out when that happened .I miss them lots ..I was starting to get attached to them and this happened .

Beloved ,we shall save up $500 dollars and give it all our best for the nxt rabbit we have.I love you .Thanks for letting me enter your life and Thanks for entering mine too .

♥Baby its a huge responsibility for us ,but we will make it through .

2009-07-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

Okay .Today was the start of school .Boring !However finally had a whole day to spend with dearest ,w/o the fear of the parents catching us holding hands or the parents catching us kissing .Pffts .However though for this lame facilitator ,there he said 'I have realised that you two are openly showing your affection for each other "Wanna know whats my first reaction ,kiss ass sucker -.- .If u don't have anyone to show ur affection for i understand ,because of your bulging fats ?Definitely not .But one thing for sure is because of your cannot be bearable BO .So please get away from me next time .And leave beloved denise alone too .Don't pollute our romantic air -.- .Then went with dearest to pick up our children ,BJ and AJ (Don't ask me why it has such lame names but ya beloved chose it and i pretty much love it ) .They were..super off size from what we expected them to be ?They were huge -.- .We though they were small .But whatever .Above its the picture where i played with them and fed them food .Had lots of fun with them .Thanks darling for making this all happen once again ,if it was not for you ,There would be noh one called sky ,a person who really feels that you have lighten up him life .Even the smallest things you do are so simply magnified to become the biggest thing u would ever do .A simple exampel would be a peck on the lips .Maybe to some people it is normal .But to me ,It mean a billion .Why ?Because its a kiss from my beloved ,A kiss that symbolises how much i mean to her ,A kiss that symbolises how much she misses me ,A kiss that symbolises how much she loves me .And also the same ,A kiss from me to her means that much too .

Sweetheart ,open your eyes and read this line closely ,Noh matter how much trouble are ahead of us ,I wont mind because as long as i have u by my side ,I am simply that damn confident that we will be together even through the darkest storms ,and thats why i love you .

♥Baby don leave me.

2009-07-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

Today started out special .Beloved and i cried our hearts again .I nvr thought i would say this but if time were to rewind i would want to go through it again .Maybe your may ask why .My reason is perfectly simple .Because of this incident ,It made me realise how important Beloved was to me ,and how important i was to her .Things are better left unsaid between us ,but today you melted me ,why ?You actually told me not to leave you ..Crying .I was touched .I never expected you to cry again ..Because i thought things that we shared are not only special ,they are more then special .Thanks darling .

♥Baby i'm sorry

2009-06-30T22:51:00.002+08:00

Not the best of the best day i would say today .But still spent time with dearest .Be it the quarrel we had on the bed ,the quarrel outside of the house ,or whatever .I can only say sorry dearest .Sorry for playing the prank on you .Sorry for not telling you everything in my life .Sorry for being sorry since u don't like me saying sorry .Making u feel the way u are now was never one of my thoughts that are going to happen today .So ya .Sorry .Hopefully u would be getting your mood back and i can call you .Feeling very down now .

♥Baby I don't mind

2009-06-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today went to sunshine's house, reached around 2++ in the afternoon .We just talked like we never before and time seems to pass us by so quickly .Before we knew it ,it was already dinner time, enjoyed dinner with Darling's parents !Because Me and her family are finally getting better !Feeling damn happy !

We had a great talk today darling .We also had a great talk yesterday night .I don't mind anything .I love you for the way you are .I don't love you because of anything else .I love you because my heart is pointing to me that you are the one for me .So sorry baby darling ,you are stucked with me for life . :D

♥Baby .Thanks for being my sunshine

2009-06-28T21:02:00.001+08:00

Today was a fantastic day .I went out with sunshine for lunch at amk hub .Hot and stuffy .But still i enjoyed it because it was with dearest .Beloved and i had a long chat yesterday about me not being who i am .Today i just let the old me show .I no longer hide anything or whatsoever .I thought things would turn out a lot worst .But things went way better then i expected .Beloved ,i enjoyed every moment of the time i spent with you today .Even though we had to hold hands in private when watching a movie (PS we were afraid her dad would scold ) ,and even when your dad caught us kissing in public (but didnt scold us ) ,or even tried to get a stuff toy piggy for you (actually is because it looked like you a lot darling :D) ,i really enjoyed it .Baby .Thanks for being my sunshine ,Thanks for being my sweetheart .Thanks for everything .And baby .You will be my beloved from now till eternity .Loves .

Second post of the day .I am sry my dear .For shouting at you .Will you forgive me ?

♥Baby .i'll break it down .

2009-06-28T01:15:00.000+08:00

First date .First date we stead .First time i held your hand .First time i hugged you .First time i kissed you on your cheek .First time everything started .27 April 2009 .8.03 am in the early morning of 27 April .Yours truly asked Denise if she could be my girlfriend .At that point of time we were madly in love with each other .I knew i could endure all of her flaw .All of her everything .I did .

Second date .Second outing together .Officially as a couple .I officially had the authority to hold her hand .Officially had the authority to tell people .She is my girl .I brought her home for the very first time .But my parents were not at home .Ate a very simple Zinger burger meal .Student meal .Plain and simple .But i enjoyed every minute of it .

Third date .Third outing together .Officially as a couple .I brought her home again .This time for dinner .Brought her to see me called Dad .Very good impression .My dad liked her .But at that moment i don't care who liked her at all .All i knew was i loved her .Nothing else mattered because everything is revolved around you .

Fourth date .Fourth outing together .Officially as a couple .Same thing happened .So i won't count friday as the fourth outing .Lets think .Its the first date as a couple together .I wore my nicest shirt .Took out my only shades .Spiked my hair like how i always do so .Went down to causeway to buy flowers for her .Tot that buying a single stalk of rose on a first date would be pretty sweet .After that went to her house to pick her from her door step .Totally enjoyed myself .I never enjoyed myself more then anytime in the world .And i totally remembered what show we watched .The horsemen .

Fifth date .Fifth outing together .More or less were the same .So i would skip to the second date that we went out together .We went to Vivo for movie and lunch .Ate long john silvers for lunch .Totally enjoyed myself .I knew she was the one for me from now till forever .I knew she was the one i was looking for whn i look into her eyes .And i bought flowers for her again .Simply because she meant that whole damn much to me .And i so totally still remembered what movie we watched .Night in the museum 2 .

Sixth date .Sixth outing together .Drifting apart .This was after the Thailand, Bangkok trip .Things changed .I think we were too used to having each other just in every part of our life .Even when brushing teeth i do think of you ,yes i do .24 June 2009 .We got quarantined .Best time of my life .We went to catch 2 movies .Drag me to hell .Ghost of girlfriends past .You said that the feeling was right .You said nothing have changed .I believed you because i was still deeply in love with you .

Seventh date .Seventh date together .Drifting apart ,But i am trying hard to change things better .We went to cineleisure for lunch ,Pastamania ,and watched the movie Land of the lost .Enjoyed the movie totally .Enjoyed every moment too .I loved evey moment .I asked you several times .Are we still drifting apart love .You said everything was fine .I believed you once again .Because i feel that in a relationship if there is no trust there is no point in having a relationship .At home .You said i was trying too hard to change to a person i was not .I was heart broken .I thought everything was fine as you said it was .But i understand the point you are coming from .I don't blame you .

A wall between us .Does not affect the feelings i have towards you .I said we would last forever .I saw we would last forever .I knew i was always right .Sorry if i was changing to another person that you don't know .A wall between us does not affect anything between us .Sunshine .I love you .I don't care what others say .My heart says i love you .So does my brain .Blame me for being overly -faithful .Blame me for being stupidly in love .Blame me for whatever .But sorry .Even if one day we break up .I will still wait for you .Till the day you come back to me .Even if after we broke up you get married .I will be your best friend .Your best buddy .Your best whatever .I will love you in secret .Not letting you to come to any harm .Because i just simply love you .Flaws ?Everyone has flaws .But i love you more because of you flaws .You have the ability to make a boy go head over heels for you .Don't ask me why .Because i simply just feel this way .I have done everything for you .Trust me whn i say this .I don't us to spilt apart .Never do i want to .Just let me for you be there everytime you need me .I love you ,sunshine .

&♥Baby nothing can ever replace you .

2009-06-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

Baby sorry for uploading this picture .Hahas .Really a pleasure to have u by my side .The feeling that you give me i can never describe it .Bought rings for Baby today .Cost me $98 dollars .And she actually said it looks like a cursed ring .But the reason behind me buying this ring for you is because i just really want you to realise that without you i just cannot live on .I love you . People said we will never last .People said we were together just to curb out loneliness .I always told people that i love u .Nothing can ever change that .Baby i am different from your past .Baby i am different from what other of your bastard ex did to you .I promised you that i wont leave you .Which means i wont leave u .I promise you i will give my everything for this relationship .I will .I promise i will be yours from now till forever .

&♥baby you are mine from now till forever

2009-06-26T00:10:00.001+08:00

Okay! First blog post in my entire 17 years of my life! Feeling damn cool .Because Jolene is guiding me along how to do a blog . -.- .Fuck me .I feel like a freaking noob now .Since this is the first blogpost ,I shall upload the first ever picture i ever taken with Baby !Baby i love you .!Suprise suprise !I did my blog baby !