Tuesday, June 30, 2009
♥Baby i'm sorry
Not the best of the best day i would say today .But still spent time with dearest .Be it the quarrel we had on the bed ,the quarrel outside of the house ,or whatever .I can only say sorry dearest .Sorry for playing the prank on you .Sorry for not telling you everything in my life .Sorry for being sorry since u don't like me saying sorry .Making u feel the way u are now was never one of my thoughts that are going to happen today .So ya .Sorry .Hopefully u would be getting your mood back and i can call you .Feeling very down now .
Monday, June 29, 2009
♥Baby I don't mind
Today went to sunshine's house, reached around 2++ in the afternoon .We just talked like we never before and time seems to pass us by so quickly .Before we knew it ,it was already dinner time, enjoyed dinner with Darling's parents !Because Me and her family are finally getting better !Feeling damn happy !
We had a great talk today darling .We also had a great talk yesterday night .I don't mind anything .I love you for the way you are .I don't love you because of anything else .I love you because my heart is pointing to me that you are the one for me .So sorry baby darling ,you are stucked with me for life . :D
We had a great talk today darling .We also had a great talk yesterday night .I don't mind anything .I love you for the way you are .I don't love you because of anything else .I love you because my heart is pointing to me that you are the one for me .So sorry baby darling ,you are stucked with me for life . :D
Sunday, June 28, 2009
♥Baby .Thanks for being my sunshine
Today was a fantastic day .I went out with sunshine for lunch at amk hub .Hot and stuffy .But still i enjoyed it because it was with dearest .Beloved and i had a long chat yesterday about me not being who i am .Today i just let the old me show .I no longer hide anything or whatsoever .I thought things would turn out a lot worst .But things went way better then i expected .Beloved ,i enjoyed every moment of the time i spent with you today .Even though we had to hold hands in private when watching a movie (PS we were afraid her dad would scold ) ,and even when your dad caught us kissing in public (but didnt scold us ) ,or even tried to get a stuff toy piggy for you (actually is because it looked like you a lot darling :D) ,i really enjoyed it .Baby .Thanks for being my sunshine ,Thanks for being my sweetheart .Thanks for everything .And baby .You will be my beloved from now till eternity .Loves .
Second post of the day .I am sry my dear .For shouting at you .Will you forgive me ?
Second post of the day .I am sry my dear .For shouting at you .Will you forgive me ?
♥Baby .i'll break it down .
First date .First date we stead .First time i held your hand .First time i hugged you .First time i kissed you on your cheek .First time everything started .27 April 2009 .8.03 am in the early morning of 27 April .Yours truly asked Denise if she could be my girlfriend .At that point of time we were madly in love with each other .I knew i could endure all of her flaw .All of her everything .I did .
Second date .Second outing together .Officially as a couple .I officially had the authority to hold her hand .Officially had the authority to tell people .She is my girl .I brought her home for the very first time .But my parents were not at home .Ate a very simple Zinger burger meal .Student meal .Plain and simple .But i enjoyed every minute of it .
Third date .Third outing together .Officially as a couple .I brought her home again .This time for dinner .Brought her to see me called Dad .Very good impression .My dad liked her .But at that moment i don't care who liked her at all .All i knew was i loved her .Nothing else mattered because everything is revolved around you .
Fourth date .Fourth outing together .Officially as a couple .Same thing happened .So i won't count friday as the fourth outing .Lets think .Its the first date as a couple together .I wore my nicest shirt .Took out my only shades .Spiked my hair like how i always do so .Went down to causeway to buy flowers for her .Tot that buying a single stalk of rose on a first date would be pretty sweet .After that went to her house to pick her from her door step .Totally enjoyed myself .I never enjoyed myself more then anytime in the world .And i totally remembered what show we watched .The horsemen .
Fifth date .Fifth outing together .More or less were the same .So i would skip to the second date that we went out together .We went to Vivo for movie and lunch .Ate long john silvers for lunch .Totally enjoyed myself .I knew she was the one for me from now till forever .I knew she was the one i was looking for whn i look into her eyes .And i bought flowers for her again .Simply because she meant that whole damn much to me .And i so totally still remembered what movie we watched .Night in the museum 2 .
Sixth date .Sixth outing together .Drifting apart .This was after the Thailand, Bangkok trip .Things changed .I think we were too used to having each other just in every part of our life .Even when brushing teeth i do think of you ,yes i do .24 June 2009 .We got quarantined .Best time of my life .We went to catch 2 movies .Drag me to hell .Ghost of girlfriends past .You said that the feeling was right .You said nothing have changed .I believed you because i was still deeply in love with you .
Seventh date .Seventh date together .Drifting apart ,But i am trying hard to change things better .We went to cineleisure for lunch ,Pastamania ,and watched the movie Land of the lost .Enjoyed the movie totally .Enjoyed every moment too .I loved evey moment .I asked you several times .Are we still drifting apart love .You said everything was fine .I believed you once again .Because i feel that in a relationship if there is no trust there is no point in having a relationship .At home .You said i was trying too hard to change to a person i was not .I was heart broken .I thought everything was fine as you said it was .But i understand the point you are coming from .I don't blame you .
A wall between us .Does not affect the feelings i have towards you .I said we would last forever .I saw we would last forever .I knew i was always right .Sorry if i was changing to another person that you don't know .A wall between us does not affect anything between us .Sunshine .I love you .I don't care what others say .My heart says i love you .So does my brain .Blame me for being overly -faithful .Blame me for being stupidly in love .Blame me for whatever .But sorry .Even if one day we break up .I will still wait for you .Till the day you come back to me .Even if after we broke up you get married .I will be your best friend .Your best buddy .Your best whatever .I will love you in secret .Not letting you to come to any harm .Because i just simply love you .Flaws ?Everyone has flaws .But i love you more because of you flaws .You have the ability to make a boy go head over heels for you .Don't ask me why .Because i simply just feel this way .I have done everything for you .Trust me whn i say this .I don't us to spilt apart .Never do i want to .Just let me for you be there everytime you need me .I love you ,sunshine .
Second date .Second outing together .Officially as a couple .I officially had the authority to hold her hand .Officially had the authority to tell people .She is my girl .I brought her home for the very first time .But my parents were not at home .Ate a very simple Zinger burger meal .Student meal .Plain and simple .But i enjoyed every minute of it .
Third date .Third outing together .Officially as a couple .I brought her home again .This time for dinner .Brought her to see me called Dad .Very good impression .My dad liked her .But at that moment i don't care who liked her at all .All i knew was i loved her .Nothing else mattered because everything is revolved around you .
Fourth date .Fourth outing together .Officially as a couple .Same thing happened .So i won't count friday as the fourth outing .Lets think .Its the first date as a couple together .I wore my nicest shirt .Took out my only shades .Spiked my hair like how i always do so .Went down to causeway to buy flowers for her .Tot that buying a single stalk of rose on a first date would be pretty sweet .After that went to her house to pick her from her door step .Totally enjoyed myself .I never enjoyed myself more then anytime in the world .And i totally remembered what show we watched .The horsemen .
Fifth date .Fifth outing together .More or less were the same .So i would skip to the second date that we went out together .We went to Vivo for movie and lunch .Ate long john silvers for lunch .Totally enjoyed myself .I knew she was the one for me from now till forever .I knew she was the one i was looking for whn i look into her eyes .And i bought flowers for her again .Simply because she meant that whole damn much to me .And i so totally still remembered what movie we watched .Night in the museum 2 .
Sixth date .Sixth outing together .Drifting apart .This was after the Thailand, Bangkok trip .Things changed .I think we were too used to having each other just in every part of our life .Even when brushing teeth i do think of you ,yes i do .24 June 2009 .We got quarantined .Best time of my life .We went to catch 2 movies .Drag me to hell .Ghost of girlfriends past .You said that the feeling was right .You said nothing have changed .I believed you because i was still deeply in love with you .
Seventh date .Seventh date together .Drifting apart ,But i am trying hard to change things better .We went to cineleisure for lunch ,Pastamania ,and watched the movie Land of the lost .Enjoyed the movie totally .Enjoyed every moment too .I loved evey moment .I asked you several times .Are we still drifting apart love .You said everything was fine .I believed you once again .Because i feel that in a relationship if there is no trust there is no point in having a relationship .At home .You said i was trying too hard to change to a person i was not .I was heart broken .I thought everything was fine as you said it was .But i understand the point you are coming from .I don't blame you .
A wall between us .Does not affect the feelings i have towards you .I said we would last forever .I saw we would last forever .I knew i was always right .Sorry if i was changing to another person that you don't know .A wall between us does not affect anything between us .Sunshine .I love you .I don't care what others say .My heart says i love you .So does my brain .Blame me for being overly -faithful .Blame me for being stupidly in love .Blame me for whatever .But sorry .Even if one day we break up .I will still wait for you .Till the day you come back to me .Even if after we broke up you get married .I will be your best friend .Your best buddy .Your best whatever .I will love you in secret .Not letting you to come to any harm .Because i just simply love you .Flaws ?Everyone has flaws .But i love you more because of you flaws .You have the ability to make a boy go head over heels for you .Don't ask me why .Because i simply just feel this way .I have done everything for you .Trust me whn i say this .I don't us to spilt apart .Never do i want to .Just let me for you be there everytime you need me .I love you ,sunshine .
Friday, June 26, 2009
&♥Baby nothing can ever replace you .
Baby sorry for uploading this picture .Hahas .Really a pleasure to have u by my side .The feeling that you give me i can never describe it .Bought rings for Baby today .Cost me $98 dollars .And she actually said it looks like a cursed ring .But the reason behind me buying this ring for you is because i just really want you to realise that without you i just cannot live on .I love you . People said we will never last .People said we were together just to curb out loneliness .I always told people that i love u .Nothing can ever change that .Baby i am different from your past .Baby i am different from what other of your bastard ex did to you .I promised you that i wont leave you .Which means i wont leave u .I promise you i will give my everything for this relationship .I will .I promise i will be yours from now till forever .
&♥baby you are mine from now till forever
Okay! First blog post in my entire 17 years of my life! Feeling damn cool .Because Jolene is guiding me along how to do a blog . -.- .Fuck me .I feel like a freaking noob now .Since this is the first blogpost ,I shall upload the first ever picture i ever taken with Baby !Baby i love you .!Suprise suprise !I did my blog baby !
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