♥Baby .i'll break it down .

First date .First date we stead .First time i held your hand .First time i hugged you .First time i kissed you on your cheek .First time everything started .27 April 2009 .8.03 am in the early morning of 27 April .Yours truly asked Denise if she could be my girlfriend .At that point of time we were madly in love with each other .I knew i could endure all of her flaw .All of her everything .I did .


Second date .Second outing together .Officially as a couple .I officially had the authority to hold her hand .Officially had the authority to tell people .She is my girl .I brought her home for the very first time .But my parents were not at home .Ate a very simple Zinger burger meal .Student meal .Plain and simple .But i enjoyed every minute of it .

Third date .Third outing together .Officially as a couple .I brought her home again .This time for dinner .Brought her to see me called Dad .Very good impression .My dad liked her .But at that moment i don't care who liked her at all .All i knew was i loved her .Nothing else mattered because everything is revolved around you .

Fourth date .Fourth outing together .Officially as a couple .Same thing happened .So i won't count friday as the fourth outing .Lets think .Its the first date as a couple together .I wore my nicest shirt .Took out my only shades .Spiked my hair like how i always do so .Went down to causeway to buy flowers for her .Tot that buying a single stalk of rose on a first date would be pretty sweet .After that went to her house to pick her from her door step .Totally enjoyed myself .I never enjoyed myself more then anytime in the world .And i totally remembered what show we watched .The horsemen .

Fifth date .Fifth outing together .More or less were the same .So i would skip to the second date that we went out together .We went to Vivo for movie and lunch .Ate long john silvers for lunch .Totally enjoyed myself .I knew she was the one for me from now till forever .I knew she was the one i was looking for whn i look into her eyes .And i bought flowers for her again .Simply because she meant that whole damn much to me .And i so totally still remembered what movie we watched .Night in the museum 2 .


Sixth date .Sixth outing together .Drifting apart .This was after the Thailand, Bangkok trip .Things changed .I think we were too used to having each other just in every part of our life .Even when brushing teeth i do think of you ,yes i do .24 June 2009 .We got quarantined .Best time of my life .We went to catch 2 movies .Drag me to hell .Ghost of girlfriends past .You said that the feeling was right .You said nothing have changed .I believed you because i was still deeply in love with you .


Seventh date .Seventh date together .Drifting apart ,But i am trying hard to change things better .We went to cineleisure for lunch ,Pastamania ,and watched the movie Land of the lost .Enjoyed the movie totally .Enjoyed every moment too .I loved evey moment .I asked you several times .Are we still drifting apart love .You said everything was fine .I believed you once again .Because i feel that in a relationship if there is no trust there is no point in having a relationship .At home .You said i was trying too hard to change to a person i was not .I was heart broken .I thought everything was fine as you said it was .But i understand the point you are coming from .I don't blame you .



A wall between us .Does not affect the feelings i have towards you .I said we would last forever .I saw we would last forever .I knew i was always right .Sorry if i was changing to another person that you don't know .A wall between us does not affect anything between us .Sunshine .I love you .I don't care what others say .My heart says i love you .So does my brain .Blame me for being overly -faithful .Blame me for being stupidly in love .Blame me for whatever .But sorry .Even if one day we break up .I will still wait for you .Till the day you come back to me .Even if after we broke up you get married .I will be your best friend .Your best buddy .Your best whatever .I will love you in secret .Not letting you to come to any harm .Because i just simply love you .Flaws ?Everyone has flaws .But i love you more because of you flaws .You have the ability to make a boy go head over heels for you .Don't ask me why .Because i simply just feel this way .I have done everything for you .Trust me whn i say this .I don't us to spilt apart .Never do i want to .Just let me for you be there everytime you need me .I love you ,sunshine .