&♥the worst nightmare has happened again .

yup here to blog .loss for words to say anw .i dunno what to say .something is really wrong within me and i dunno whats it .definitely its not because i don't love her anymore because i do still love her .is it me ?or is it you ?or is it the both of us that is changing to the situation that is changing .i kinda missed the 3rd mnth monthsary .because it was the part where i feel like no problem can ever pop up again .i feel like we are closer then ever before .but came today .something is wrong in me .i dunno what the fuck is it .its my worst nightmare ever .i woke up at the sight of it .guess i could nvr explain it in words how the dream is abt .surreal .